for you Mr D.

 “ A person like you is hard to find, hard to lose and impossible to forget…!” 

I hardly care for anyone who try to pamper me or show his concern for me (except family person or close friends). But this time something happened with me. I'm too much worried for someone who always accompanied me, loved me and showed his concern for me. As he has left the city just for few days, I’m feeling alone and really missing him bottom of my heart.

Last night, my eyes were sleeping soundly but soul was awaking and thinking about him. Despite being free from officials works, I could not enjoy the day. I took leave from office so that I could spend few hours with Mr D. But unfortunately, he has to leave for somewhere else and again I’m alone in the city. Yes I’m feeling alone and not able to concentrate on my work. I spent my day with the song, “Mai tennu samjhawa ki, na terebaju lagda ji, Tu ki jane payar mera, mai kara intezar tera!!”.

 Today, I remembered all the moments we spent together from the day we met. I tried to judge all the fight i have done with him. Anyway, whenever I wanted to do something, his cool and calm appearance with sweet smile appeared before me and i forgot the work. I searched his facebook profile and peeped for his photographs. I also searched for the photographs of all the people belongs to him either his family members or friends. Even I have gone through a sweet day dream where we had lots of  funny conversation. Whenever he use to accompany me, i feel that life is too easy and comfortable but in his absence i feel that life is too tough and full of challenges.

Really, time seems to crawl when you miss someone you care, you can’t avoid thinking about him. I felt the same when I continuously text-ed hundreds of messages one by one even after being aware of the fact that he could not receive the messages because he would be out of network coverage. I started to talk the person even in his absence. I put my complaint before him, shared my happiness and also fight with him in his absence. Sometime I could not control over my tears and started to cry like a kid. I was waiting for his message or call throughout the day and hoped he might be also missing me.